its been a month since you passed. i miss you more than ever. sunday night i had a dream about you. it felt so real that i didnt want to wake up. was that your way of telling me good-bye since we never got to? i gave you such a big hug and it felt so real. im convinced it was really you because i feel you around me. Today I walked by the table in the senior lounge that i last talked to you/saw you at. i still cant believe youre really gone. its unreal. please keep coming around here like you have been. come into my dreams, shine through the clouds, soar through the sky. youre incredible and i only wish i could tell you now. i know your family misses you more than anything. whenever i think of your sister, i see you. when i first met her, it was like meeting you all over again. you resemble her so much. you are such an amazing person. whenever i talked to you, i was smiling. you really knew how to make everyone happy. im getting chills just thinking about you. im trying to continue to accept that you arent here anymore, but its much more difficult than i thought. i wasnt expecting it to be easy, but i wasnt prepared for the difficulty either. keep giving me strength. keep giving your family strength. dont leave their side. i know you wont. i love you buddy and i miss you like crazy. i cant wait until we meet again. until that time comes, sleep well. not a day goes by that i dont think about you.
-come into my dreams, shine through the clouds, soar through the sky.-

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