Okay

I wake up everyday feeling one step closer to normal again. I woke up this morning and I actually felt good, despite the fact that I only got 5 hours of sleep. Oddly enough, I felt okay. And somewhat happy... Understanding and forgiving. Everyday this gets easier. And even though the thought of what happened still hurts me, I have to let it go. It's gonna take a while, but it's the only thing I can do. Holding on to the past only makes moving on harder. At this point I don't really care about how things happen for you. You made the choice you did. And that should've been the point that I stopped it all... But I didn't. It might have taken a while after, but I did it. I did what I wanted finally and I felt relieved. A weight was lifted and I switched gears. To moving on; like i told you. And that's exactly what I'm doing.