I dont know

I dont know anything right now. I dont know why these things keep happening. I dont know where i can find answers. I dont know how i can fix this

yeah

do you ever think about how much things have changed? not only in a person, but in life too? do you ever see yourself and wish there were things you hadnt done because they arent who you are? i hate some of the things that ive done. i hate that i cant change anything. its one of the worst feelings.but i guess i have to live with it

In the Bahamas. Its sad to think a lot has changed since then too.

Changes

I think its funny. How much youve changed. How you arent the same person i knew. The choices you make. The one your with. Everything. You arent the same person. You are a stranger to me. Maybe one day you will see that what you are doing is wrong and that eventually you really arent going to have anyone because all you do is push people away and focus on one. The decisions you have made recently truly make me wonder what goes through your mind.

I have tried to understand you and make ammends, but nothing is ever going to change. Not now, at least. Youve pulled us apart. My family. and you and i. No, you dont see it. And you wont see it. Youre a liar and your word doesnt mean anything to me anymore.

Think about he things you have done this past year. Analyze yourself. And then tell me you havent changed.

Im concerned and i care, but i have done my part. All i can do now is wait.

And the sad part is:

you will never see it. youll never see how mean you are because you are too full of yourself and too busy dogging on other people (me) over the internet. I really couldnt give less of a fuck what you think. I have reasons for everything i do. And just because i told you i wasnt rooming with you doesnt make me a bad person. It also shouldnt have made us stop being friends. But i dont really mind it. Maybe one day youll realize that no one is perfect. Including you.

Honestly

I think you need to realize that YOU are NOT innocent in this. Im getting really sick and tired of coming to find that you have been saying more shit about me on the internet. REAL mature. I made the choice i did because you are a mean, mean person. And honey, i can promise you that im not the only one that thinks it.

HAHA

you are the perfect example of immaturity.