Pathetic

People who cant fight for themselves. I have a lot to say to you. If youre going to start drama, dont get your bigger, badder friend whos more of a man than you are to stand up for you. Stand up for yourself. I do my best not to fight with anyone and stay out of drama but when people immaturely walk up to me in school and make grunting noises, I can't help but laugh. The immaturity of the people around me truly blows my mind. I'm surrounded by 5 year olds. Whats even worse is when people try and stir the pot over Facebook. WHO CARES? I know i'm blogging about it right now and it seems like I care, but I really just want to get my opinion across. What I really care about is making sure the people who try and bully me don't bully anyone else. I'm not going to lie, there are times where it has really gotten to me, but over time, I realize that THEY are the ones that look dumb, not me. I try and be the bigger person but sometimes it really just isnt possible. There are times where I just want to scream in their face, but I know if I do that then they will think they win. False. They don't win. They lose. They lose because they have nothing better to do with their time but make other people feel bad because they dont have the self confidence they want. They can think they are winning this little game of confidence but really, they just make themselves looks stupid and everyone else notices it along the way. Newsflash: Game over.

Words

So lately i've realized that our words are the most powerful things we have. If we dont use them the right way, we can really hurt someone. I never realized the extent of my words until recently. Sometimes its too late to take back the pain they cause, but its never too late to be sorry for them. I believe that everyone messes up, and we mess up a lot. i cant think of a person in my life who has not screwed up once.. we have to learn, as humans, to forgive people. you have to learn to forgive because youre not perfect either. being hardheaded is sometimes a good quality, but youre an even better person if you learn to just move on. It bothers me when people don't forgive the ones that have hurt them because it's almost like they are saying that they arent worth forgiveness. To look at it in a more religious aspect, everyone is forgiven. But in order to be forgiven, you must confess. So i'm confessing that my words have hurt other people. I'm not afraid to admit what is true, and not once did i even deny it. It's something i've had to learn to do, but now I watch the things that i say because i've been hurt by peoples words before. Sometimes it was by the people that mean most to me, but i know how to forgive. That leads me one step closer to being a better person in this already harsh world. We dont have forever to say the things we want to say, so this is your chance. This is everyone's chance. Right now.

Quote:

Quote of the Day- 7/14/10

"Be true to your work, your word, and your friend."
-Henry David Thoreau

Honesty

This one goes out to all the liars out there ;)
You have no respect from me. I hate when people lie, especially the one's closest to me. I think if someone can't have enough respect to be honest, then they are a coward. It takes a lot to be honest. When you know you did something wrong, and you have enough you-know-whats- to admit it, then thats awesome. (I respect you)...not that it matters.
I had a boyfriend who literally lied to me all the time. I was so ignorant and believed he would change..oh boy, was i wrong. I was constantly giving chances and do-overs. Finally, i realized it wasn't worth it. Eventually, he lost my respect because he couldn't just tell me the truth. When he cheated on his girlfriend with me, (call me home wrecker, if you must), i gave in and told her the truth. I felt horrible for what i did, but in the end, she was happy that i told her the TRUTH. Honestly, he can hate me all he wants. You can say i ruined something great, but i'd rather ruin something great than let his girlfriend be in a relationship full of lies.

Farewell my friends (for now)