To Luigi

Death is something that impacts peoples lives everyday. The acceptance of losing someone close to you is difficult. Today, I lost someone incredible. Luigi. I dont think my words can even describe the kind of person he was. He impacted so many peoples lives with his personality. He was so fun to be around. I'm still trying to understand his death, myself. I dont know what to think or what to say. Just thinking of him causes me to cry but not because hes gone. Im crying because i wont be able to hear his voice again. I wont take him home from school anymore. He wont wave at me, talk to me and i wont see him anymore. It tears me apart because he didnt deserve to die. No one deserves to die. Its only a part of life, i just wish it didnt have to come so soon. Throughout this process, ive realized that life is something so fragile. It can be gone in only a second. I look back and only wish i could have said something. I wonder if I could have changed the outcome of his life. I wanted to impact his life as much as he impacted mine. No matter how shitty his day would be going, hed always bring light into mine. He brought light into everyones day. When i was woken up by sirens this morning i didnt even think it could have been someone i knew. It saddens me a lot to know that those firetrucks were going to his house. I can only hope his death was peaceful. I wish he knew how much everyone loves him and how much we are going to miss him. If only we had a chance to say the words he deserved to hear. All the words that we post on his facebook and our statuses now that he is gone should have been told to him. Its never too late though. At least that is what i tell myself. I dont think it is too late to tell the ones around you how you feel. Its up to us to share our feelings because we dont know when the end comes for another person. Life is special. I hope everyone can understand that before its too late. So say the words youve been wanting to say. Share your love with everyone around you. i love you Luigi. You will forever be with me. RIP.