Trying To Understand

Youre scared. So am i. I want to understand where you are coming from, but you have to tell me. i know what its like. i know its scary to feel something towards someone you cant predict the future with. but really, we cant predict the future at all. whats the point of being afraid? even though i say that, i am afraid. im afraid of getting hurt, loving/wanting someone that may not feel the same way back, im afraid to trust even the closest people in my life. but i do. because it makes a relationship so much stronger. only time can tell how something turns out to be. it can be amazing, or it could be terrible, but thats something we have to find out. i cant make your decisions for you, nor do i want to. i usually push away the people that mean most to me, but youre different. i dont want to be away from you. thats not how i feel it should be. i feel like were all afraid of things we dont know. the only way we can get over that fear is by actually giving it a chance.